Its boring when its 'N' level now!

haiz.. so boring until i have to stay at home instead of working.. soon its my birthday! :) thinking how many presents would i receive :)! aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh... can you get out of my mind! if i know all this happen, then i shouldn't have made friends with you! :(   many people say its easy to forget that someone but how? i cant! it sticks towards my mind and my heart! :( after all this is all because of FATE!! :(  many people say im too young to crush on a guy.. well, im not the worst! my fren is all in relationship.. why don't you tell them its young for them to be in a relationship?? i hate it when my frens started to ask me when im gonna get one!! :(