oh well, so many things happening now.. first is i have being left alone all the times! no matter where am i! and no one could really understand me! so ya.. and second is i had a crush on a guy but its turn out to be the facts that he had a crush on another girl.. :( what is this? im tired of trying to fall in love and i hate the part where my fren say not always guys will be the one to ask for stead.. well, i giving up on falling in love now.. coz nothing is going smooth for me.. its all my fate to end up like this.. god, can you let the right person come to my life and make my life abit better? :(