About my life.

My life has been a great one nowadays but i literally break down today. Didn't know what causes me to have this kind of thinking. I just feel like crying on someone's shoulder but no shoulder for me to cry on. I started to feel that i making my friends feel so burden because they got to cheer me up and stuff, which i really appreciated it. Maybe i should just not be too open to how i feel on my friends. Maybe i should just keep things to myself so that i won't make my friends so burden. I can't find anyone to share my problems with. It's easier to say but hard to be done. Even my best frens also doesn't know all my problems. A few of my friends is the called "hi and bye friends". I imagine how my friends all could just ignore my whatsapp. Does you all know how i really feel? I hate when my whatsapp was being ignored and i end up giving myself excuse saying that you all are busy that's why you all never reply my whatsapp. But you all de last seen was the time after i send and you all didn't even bother to reply me. This feeling is just great. You know? Posting things on this blog is like i'm really talking to myself. No one would bother about me. You all have not seen how much i have been through in my life. Almost cried while typing this. Jessie, you got to be strong and not let this little challenge make you break down. Just cheer up okay? I know you can do it! JIAYOU! :)