To: LOUIS TAN HUI HIANG! :'( you won't get to read this blog coz you dont have my blog address.

Now its just hard to continue with this life of mine. I still dont get it, do you still like me or not? or you like me as a fren only? i am tired and giving up on my love life already. When i want to move on, you have some reasons to make me for fall you again. When i fall for you again, i wanna move on. How i wish i could delete all this feelings for you. Seriously lah! You guys does not know how it really feels like to leave me alone. I'm sick and tired to continue to live. Here, i'm officially saying that i'm giving up my lovelife. I does not know whether to write a love letter to you on ur birthday or not. I guess i will just write the love letter for you. You want to throw away that letter also can. You want to keep the letter also can. Most properly, you will keep that letter. In that letter, it gonna be how i feel and i hopes we can be best fren even if we can't be bf and gf. If next time i were to give up of you already, then suddenly you came back to me. I won't really accept you again or maybe see how.